Thank you so much. I read your research on masturbating and now would like to re-acquire my full sexual functioning. This may be long but I have never had the privilege of having a conversation about such things with a master or for that matter with anyone.
I had a problem in my youth of over masturbating. when I was 22 I became religious and cut way back almost not at all for about a year and then I was married. In my sexual relationship with my wife I came almost every day with her (she was 39 and I was 22). at about 35 maybe before I noticed that my ejaculations were not as pleasurable even before this. As a matter of I broke my penis while having sex with a girlfriend of mine when I was 19 years old. I will never forget it. It is a bit curved as well. I also do not have an erection that stands straight up it is straight out and lacks the strength that It can have. IT is hard but does not stay rock hard! Although yesterday I noticed that my penis was staying hard all on its own without stimulation but again the feeling I have had in the past is just not there. I really miss that. Eventually I became numb and I do not feel the depth of feeling in my penis that I used to, basically I am not very satisfied when i get a orgasm. !
It has been many years now. I am no longer married but am carrying on a long distant relationship with my girlfriend. We have orgasms together on the internet but it is with masturbating and it has lead to me not desiring to masturbate due to the pain I at times suffer and the knowing that this is not for my highest good (ejaculating). I often just ejaculate but without any real orgasm. I guess that I ejaculate without an orgasm! Yes that is it. Forgive my writing I am going back and forth and adding when I read etc...
I have read before the practice of not ejaculating and have desired to circulate my energy for years without actually coming. When I share with my partners they are able to do it even after the first time trying! I for some reason I am not, to my charging
CHI
I used to be able to track my chi and take it where I wanted to in my body. This was gained after a gift and subsequent daily meditation. My feeling now however is very low in my body in general although I have times when it is higher than others.
I do not have a practice where I meditate daily even though I understand the benefits.
Basically my concentration is very bad and my memory as well. I go into a store to shop and get sensory overload and walk around for a long time unable to shop.
I also have found that I am not able to do two things at once which i have been a master at for as long as I can remember. I never realized this could be due to sexual overload. I am actually thinking of more things the longer that I write. This is good.
Oh yes I noticed that my vision has been a bit odd. I have floaters in my eyes that I just noticed the other day, there appear to be many more than ever. I really got a bit concerned.
I have also had a little ejaculation that comes out like a leak almost when I get erect even without any stimulation. It stains my underwear as well and has for many years. It used to smell a bit off but now it does not as far as I know.
I acquired herpes some years back and am preparing to marry my Love of my life and I feel that the reason she has not come to me yet is because I am unclean. Do you have any advice on curing this?
Also I have had a urinary tract infection for several years and have not cured it either. It gets better then worse.
I think this is it. Although I did not mention that I have been depressed mildly for about two years not really going out that much and I think that this may be associated with that. I don't know. you know I think that this could be a problem that I have had since I was a teenager. Hmm. I am going to go and look at some of your research again now. God be with you i your efforts and in your reply to me.
Thanks again, I look forward to your reply.
Dr. Lin: 11/22/2010>
Your get sexual exhaustion symptoms as described in
http://action.love/cases/case9848.htm
http://action.love/extra/eyefloater.htm
http://action.love/extra/alzheimer.htm
http://action.love/extra/ssris.htm
You can not remove herpes virus from your body, but you can suppress its outbreak with a high dose of L-Lysine
Your chronic UTI is a result of sexual exhaustion and drug abuse with excessive prostaglandin E2 release.
It is non-bacteria. Precum leakage is also a result of excessive prostaglandin
E2 release from the prostate and bulborethral glands upon sex thought.
http://action.love/extra/uti.htm
http://action.love/extra/prostat.htm
Your dopamine, serotonin and GABA nervous function have been screwed up by
street drugs and excessive sex. You Chi is empty. Overall, you have
experienced sexual exhaustion symptoms, as described in
http://action.love/cases/case9848.htm , including eye floaters and poor vision, too.
You need a long-term nervous detoxification and rejuvenation with ViaPal-hGH-P(3-010),
PinealTonin (2-002), and DeToxiA (1-017)., plus FishOil(1000
mg each meal), Vitamin A 1000 IU, C 2000 mg, D 2000 IU, and E 200 IU, which help
you gradually rejuvenate your neuro-endocrine function , power your serotonin
and GABA nervous control, and boost your prostaglandin E-1/E-3 and Nitric Oxide
production for healing .
http://action.love/mail/herbform.htm
Also, practice penile ballooning and massage with VIP
Cream. to improve your penis curvature
http://action.love/cases/case7648.htm
but, understand the principle first -
He said 'ive been doing the ballooning method so far and my penis looks
slightly thicker,.., and penis gets bigger furthur on the edge from
ejaculation,'
What is the principle behind penile ballooning? And what cause the penis go limp
from erection?
http://action.love/cases/case16386.htm
What are the differences between the Penile Ballooning and Penile Exercises/Jelqing/Milking
for penile enlargement?
==>
http://action.love/cases/case11114.htm
Mechanism of the Penile Ballooning for a better sexual orgasm - on the the
2-stage penile erection theory for Penile Enlargement.
http://action.love/cases/case10565.htm
He said ' I enjoy using your products and I'll tell you that sex with them
is better than sex without.... and my girl says she feels like im getting bigger
inside her,..' for more sexual orgasm; on the principle of the Penile Ballooning
for penile enlargement.
http://action.love/cases/case13788.htm
and
The role of DHT, prostaglandins E-1/E-2/E-3, and Nitric Oxide in the penile
enlargement for more sexual orgasm
http://action.love/cases/case13917.htm