Hi I seem to have castration anxiety I am 22 I was In a phycoanalises ward when I was younger there was speculation that it was either adhd or bipolar2 at the time when drugs where injected I was angry but defensive not offensive however they still restrained me and injected drugs to this day I still have anxiety minor depression mostly sun light trigerd and I'm generaly manic. I have tried many medications but for obvious reasons I have a hard time trusting medicine and doctors. I have cronicley masturbated more then three times daily for 13-15 years and have always had times when the urges are so strong I can masturbate till dry and still keep going for days. I have always smoked weed as well I smoke o. Average 3 to 9 grams a day and have been for 10 or so years I drink. Alot of coffy swell